LASTED FOREVER BUT ENDED SO SOON

my new year resolution; find a rich boyf who'll love me like crazy and willing to drive me to school everyday! haah. naah.. joking!

the truth is, im not really sure what to wish for the new year. i don't know what to expect nor imagine what my life will be like in 2009. well, nobody does anyway. we cant accurately predict our future.
supposedly at the end of every year, i''ll list down what i want for the nearing brand new year. however this year, i'm really clueless of my life, especially now. used to be well planned and on schedule, but now its kinda lifeless and disorganized.
perhaps i'm not really ready for 2009,rather scared to step into the brand new year. i dont know why. sighs ): time is ticking away and 2008 ending pretty soon...
ohwell. i just hope for happiness in each and everyone of my family&friends :)) that shall do! ;)

remembrance of 2008....

my hamster turning 1yearold this jan`09 & mum:)1st semester's class; W36L
2nd sem; W15K
babe huifen:)OperaEstatePrimarySchool chalet gathering

daryl&wenqi:) jack:)
my bangs hair.hehs ;p

@Singapore Biennalebesties!! :))i'd like to express my gratitude to all my peers,family and the events in the photos. without all of them, i wont be what i am today (:

oh and sorry if i've said or did things which have made you feel upset and angry. nevertheless, thankyou.

REUNITED (:

yesterday, met up w ping then first up to the guangyi tample @bugis. after that shopped at bugistreet.

bought a big belt :) well, im gradually getting crazy over belts. big small, thick thin, whichever! hehe.

then we walked over to clark.Q and met cryst. she told us that there's a blogshop which is having a clearance sale somewhere nearby. so went over to take a look. but we lost our way before that and couldnt seemt to find the shop. walked to and fro until finally found it.
basically looked at every single clothings there till i set my eyes on a white flawy dress which costs 11bucks :) wheee~

after that went back to the shopping centre, central@clarkQ and settled down to have our dinner at waraku. we each ordered the same thing. haaa.. a set meal which consisted of salad, corn soup, spaghettis and mini pasta*which we thought was pizza):*. drinks were out of the set and had to order separately. i drank lemon squash :) refreshing!! then headed out to the christmas decos right outside the building beside the river and took lotsa pictures there.
on the way home, saw a shop selling cute cupcakes. so ping and i bought one each. mine is for my mum and hers for bf. then waited for the bus at the bustop. while waiting, cryst suprised me with a christmas prezzie :) thanks girl. how lovely. their bus came first, after that mine. took 12 and slept all the way home.haa.

it was wonderful for us to finally reunite after so long. i really hope we will make time for each other regardless of how busy we may be. with just a simple meal together, i'm grateful and satisfied already :)

GAWD DAMN FAST lah!

Christmas has ended and now the long awaited 2009 is soon arriving. Plus, i'll be turning nineteen pretty soon too. SERIOUSLY, time sure flies freakin` fast! gee =/ and i'm not sure to be happy or sad? am happy cus im gona be a year 2 student @rp, which i very much want to faster get it over and done with. however, year 2 is so gona be tough for me ): with the modules i can say i dont quite like? ohwell...

oh btw, it has been cancelled.mum's gona be REAAAALY busy with work on this last week of 2008 )):

anw, this year's christmas sure was a weight gaining one. ate like tonnes and gallons of foods and drinks.gosh!
been wanting to exercise after since but am too lazy! ): alamak... hehe

well,tday im meeting up with my besties for shopping and dinner @clarkQ. its been long ever since we last had a nice meal together. somehow i feel, as we've grown older, we arent as close as we used to be. now thats something which i dont long for....

ZIN.PING.CRYST :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS! eve:)

soon i'll be going over to my cousin's place to celebrate christmas. its kind of a traditional way. cus almost every year, mum and i will go over to their place and help out in the party they have on every christmas day.
but before that, on the eve night, we'll exchange gifts. a pot luck exchanging. so excited! haa. mum and i each bought a present too. but i dont know what did she buy and vice versa.
well, have a blessed christmas to all!
takecare :)

Peaceful day...

here's a brief summary...
woke up in the morning, rushed down to my mum's office as her boss invited me over to have company lunch together with them. which consist of my mum, boss, 2nd boss, her daughter and me. So after i reached, we took the boss's car over to GALLERY HOTEL. thats the place where i first clubbed. cocolatte@galleryhotel. we went to ZENDEN's restaurant for buffet. the place is rather small. thus the buffet variety also quite limited. i only liked a few choices of their buffet. like their Assam Seafood soup, mushroom spegs, and most amazingly, they have chocolate fondue! haah.
after that head down to parkway. alone :) last minute shopping for myself and presents for my family. i feel that shopping alone isnt as bad as some people think it is.
1st) peaceful and undisturbed.
2nd) no pressure on time.
3rd) noone's stopping you from spending.
4th) noone's there to criticize you on your good taste. haha.
5th) spending quality time with yourself. / pampering on yourself.
bought some crackers for myself and tops @ discounted prices. great deal! haha. and ofcus some small gifts for my family :))
Merry Christmas' eve`eve everyone! haa. takecare (:

COUNTING DOWN TO CHRISTMAS

(Saturday)
noon, was over @vivocity for my school activity. but before that, went to goldenvillage to buy tickets at the AXS machine for the movie YESMAN. during the activity, chatted and took some pictures w chochip(Nadirah) my classmate. as we were so so bored. haa.

met up w my mum and rushed over to the theatre to catch our movie after my shift ended. "yesman" is damn hilarious. well with jim carey acting in it, no doubt its funny.

after movie, mum wanted to withdraw cash for our dinner so we searched for atm machine but we lost our way instead. we couldnt find the freaking atm for an hour plus lah! stupid vivo! so huge! furthermore banks are so important and yet they dont know how to put up signs indicating the direction which lead us there meh? gosh! finally found posb and ocbc then ate dinner at about 8plus close to 9pm ): was already having gastric by then.

so after dinner, went to take some pictures at the open space outdoor at level 3 where the huge christmas tree and many other decorations are there too. so beautiful!

then we went down to buy wines bottles as christmas gift for our neighbour and my aunt's family.
headed home after that..

(Sunday)
SUPER bored and alone. today was over @vivocity again, for the last time. phew... was alone at my booth during my shift tday ): as many of the helpers like me didnt turn up.

so what i did to kill time was to write down what i was going to blog for today's happenings on a limited piece of paper. haah. yes well but seemed that the time passed f-slow today! sighs.

anw i havent really been enjoying my holidays yet! GAH! everyone's so busy as christmas is nearing, even i was busy with my work, even my mum always back home so late from work ):
and was supposed to meet up w hongping tday but i called her up and told me that she wasnt free. dont know when will we meet up agian? perhaps after xmas i guess? ohwell...

btw, christmas is around the corner. YAY!!!! i really cant wait! with all the foods and the presents i'll be receiving. yum-ness!

well, 4 more days to go! ho ho ho! :) takecare all.

HECTIC WEEK!

what a week it has been for me so far. down right HECTIC! was @home working for many days. meaning, i had to forgo going out, my sleeps, had no time to bother my pals and worst of all, dont even have the time to relax at home although i'm home all day ):

been doing excel-data work on Marina Bay Sands Integrated Resort given by my mum's boss. and yes, it's the casino @marinabay there. i simply just copied and pasted on the given worksheets. seems easy but its really not as easy as i've thought so.

anw, like i've said i was home for many days, and today is the first time in many days that i went out, literally out. haa. met up w Jack and guess what, i was not done with my work, and boss wanted it done by today. its do or die. was f-pissed! its like i cant enjoy even when i'm out? come on, give me a break yah. so i brought my laptop out and did my work @cine bk till my batt went flat. after which went to eat @sukisushi then went for a movie(IP MAN). never heard of that movie before i watched it. so at first, was doubting whether it'll be good. however, i was relieved that i turned out pretty good. about kongfu, but there's a catch. and the best thing is that its based on true story. i always love true story movies. cus when you cry or moan, you are giving up your tears for the honorable real person. its more worth it this way. haa.

btw,jack took this ballon for me. how cute :) they're giving out free outside heeren.

then headed home :) mum bought kuay chap and tau sua for dinner. yumyum! then did some work. finally the heavy burden is off my chest!!! time to relax and got to cover up my sleeps. hmm goodnight.takecare :)

GET ME OUT FROM THIS!!

GOSHGOSHGOSH! i have been REAL busy working @home from morning, 9plus-10am till late night, 1plus-2am. damn damn busy!! the due date is tday and i still have plenty more to do ): god, have mercy on me..

well seriously,i dont even have time to do anything else, or to meet up with my besties ): sorry to've been neglecting you guys. hopefully can get everything done by tday and tmr onwards, life will be easy on me.


*things have changed, it feels different now. dont you think so? you, yourself know whether its the truth. i have no say in it. cus youre my close pal, thats why i got so worked up and upset.*

COULD.MIGHT.WOULD.SHOULD.

not owing up to what you've done is the worst thing of all. are you gona lie to me over and over again to save your ass from getting burnt? you think im too gullible to believe you? once lied and hope i will ever believe you again? gee! that'll never gona happen! i loathe liars to the core! they think that they'll solve matters simply just by lying? turst me, it'll only make matters worse.
well, shall say no more. think back and reflect on it.

CHILLING`SUNDAY :)

sunday...
RAINING ): in the noon, was over @vivocity for my school's CE activity which i was there to help out. sell stuffs made by the handicap "talents". im gona be there nxt week sat and sun from 1-330pm too. do come down if youre free :)

after which my mum and grandaunt came over and we ate at THAI ACCENT for early dinner to celebrate my grandaunt's pre-birthday. favorable food and environment(by the sea), i pretty much enjoyed it. foods which we dont eat everyday. then shopped around. gosh! vivo is so damn huge lah. i just realised it. haah. my first time really shoppped from head to tail of it. leg painnnnnn! ): bought a few MARKandSPENSER's biscuits. for what i feel, they produce the nicest biscuits ever!

about 8plus, head home. reached, bathed then went to sleep. was too tired to do anything else. as i was out the whole day.

tday,work@home. then in the noon heading out to meet up with huifen for our brow(me), face(her) threading appointments @browhaus along the entrance of suntect.
alright,takecareall.have a greatday! :)

iGOTDOWNONMYKNEES&iPRAYED

bad morning ): 930am, woke up by the damn loud noises which came from directly up my ceiling. well, on top is the rooftop already, as im staying at the highest floor my block has, and so the inconsiderate construction workers were working on the rooftop. my new lift has already been consturcted and now the old lift upgrading -_- forever upgrading!! too much noise to even begin with. sighs. ohwell..

anyway, in the noon, mum and i went over to the SAF YACHT CLUB for high tea, invited by my mum's friend whos from Bedok Methodist Church. every year they do this high tea session before christmas and this year's at the yacht club. sucha cool club. whereby rich souls go there to sail those yachts. how cool. however the high tea wasnt as good as last year though ): took quite long to finish. im in a rush down to somewhere else, thats why i feel that way. haa. but the view from the restaurant was GREAT! sea view btw :) PS. from my house also can see sea view lor. hehs. for those who're madly in love with the nature and the sea, feel free to come to my house and stay. i'll charge you tho. haa.joking.. ((:

after which rushed down to amk after going home and change. met up with jack and went over to NYP for a dance performance.(foreign bodies school of groove) some of the oldschool dancers and instructors were there too. the performance was awsome! although the dancers are from nyp, i feel that they danced well. well enough to impress me. haa. then after the performance, met up with daryl,btw hes the one who invited me over. hes still the same old daryl. but getting skinnier, i feel? already so thin! haa. then left the school to have supper w jack. had chicken cutlet, though was very hungry, but couldn't finish as it was big! haah.

bused then cabbed home after that :)

(ture friends don't complain to each other about how bad their characters are, they stand by and accept one another's flaws.)~ told by someone. how true!

@home on the last day

tday is the last day of school before my 3weeks holiday arrives, and unfortunately or shall i say fortunately i spent the whole day at home. am having fever so eventually didnt go school. feeling 2x guilty as, one- i had a briefing to attend together w shameema however i abandoned her alone ): sorry girl. two- my grades this semester isnt as good as my previous sem's due to the number of times i've skipped classes or left halfway during lessons, which have affected my grades greatly. hopefully my UTests are able to cover up.
anw, yesterday was great! turned out that huifen and i didnt just have a quick lunch, we went to cafecartel to eat and had loads of catching up to do, then proceed on to candy empire to get her chocs. after that we walked around at suntec, and shocked to see my junior KCnetballers there. went to cotton and bought a shorts :)
huifen's parents fetched us and how nice for them to send me home. reached home, did my RJ then watched ugly betty, the ending was left hanging ): cant wait to watch the next season! haa.
takecare. chao~

ups and downs

(Wednesday) wow. what a day! feeling the up most ups and downs.
well supposed to have a mini gathering as shawn is enlisting this friday and he requested for the get together. all already agreed to it the day before, however, 1by1 backed out due to some reasons and furthermore i was told at the last minute that i got a UTest the following day. ohwell, the plan was eventually cancelled ):
(Thursday) i'm leaving school at the 2nd break(12plus) and meeting up with huifen for a quick lunch at cityhall then perhaps head home. i'm still feeling kinda feverish. gotta get some rest. i feel that this week has passed very fast. thats good (: yay to the holidays!
alright.takecareall! chao :)

Tuesday boo! ):

just done with UTest, omg dont think i'd well.

anyway, i suddenly miss my homeeeeeeee. my bed and pillows and bears all. well, currently im in school and feeling kinda sick. feverish and headache )): probably i'll go home afterwards if i really cannot endure. feel that tday gona suck! with my mood and situation in class. i so cant wait for school holidays to come.
ohya! i went to school in curled hair tday! hahah. want to experience something new. slept with pleated hair last night.thats why have the curled printed hair. haah.

ANYWAY.....
going against me for fuckWHY? always opposing me, how does it benefit you? too coward to come talk to me FACEtoFACE?! are you even a MAN! ohwell... i doubt so.

btw, have a briefing to attend to at 1230pm later. perhaps heading home after that. dont think i can endure. alright shall update soon.
takecare (: chao~

just lazing around.

tday's weather is fdamn cold. shiok to sleep, to be slacking and chilling @home. which i did, eventually. haha :)

came back frm my cousin's place in the afternoon. cont'd sleeping till in the late afternoon, woke up at 5plus, bathed then dinner w my mum. then online and watch teevee till after desperate housewives, probably sleeping after that. tmr got school and UTest.gosh! havent studied a weee bit yet. ohwell...

anw,this week is my last week of school. next week is my holiday :)) yay!! cant wait! hah. however, i dont have any plans yet though. need to hunt for jobs soon. well, kinda lazy to work. but ohwell. i need money to shop and for xmas gifts! hahah.























hmm some random pictures taken @singpaoreBarrage few weeks ago :)
takecareall. chao~

feeling the X`mas mood

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well first of all,i gotta say this,im very proud of myself, i went to school for the whole 5days during the past week.yay! haah. anw, sat, started off kinda feeling damn sleepy. woke up at 10plus and went back to sleep at 12plus. and the thing is i didnt quite get enough sleep with that.
so woke up again at 230pm, went over to orchard and met my mum and grandaunt. susposed to go cityhall for a haircut together with them but i overslept. by the time i've woken up, they're done with their haircuts. as a result, went down to town instead cus we wanted to see the xmas' decorations and shopped around there as well. its beautiful! all the christmas trees and the shopping centres having their own individual shine all around the buildings. pretty shimmering though. hehs. hmm after which we chilled at starbucks and i had my usual, ice-blended choc, wipcream with caramel topping. then somemore shopping, bought a shorts from FOS :) then bused home.
well,susposed to go pub at night, however in the end we didnt ): due to tight budget and tiredness, eventually had to cancel it at the last minute.
tday's plans are rather simple, mum's inviting her friends over to our place for lunch then going to my cousin's place since its been quite long that we've went there. then perhaps go home at night. yay! tmr is a holiday!! can rest :))
alright. takecare all. nights (:

TGIF :))

happy friDAY guys! :))

anw,suddenly feel like bitching. hmm.. feel that most of my classmates are no better than cowards. they dont have their own say in things. just bcoz someone in my class dislikes me, she went around telling the rest about me. WHO IS SHE TO JUDGE ME FOR WHO I AM OR WHO I'VE BECOME? MYOB girl! i've only knew her for less than 1/2 a year. so its totally unreasonable! furthermore the thing is that her peers around her started ignoring me after since. is like when you dont like someone, must your friends follow you and not like the person too? only those who're scared to be left out in a group and dont have their own say, will follow. cowards. omg.

haha. anw, yesterday was cool, after school met up w hongping at Bugis and shopped around there. i bought two pretty dresses. SILK dresses.and the thing is that it costs 10`BUCKS each! GOSH! stuffs these days are getting cheaper and cheaper. i like............ haha. well, most of which are from china, which explained the prices. who would want to buy something so expensive made from china? since the melamine incident happened in china not long ago, i condemn china since then. hee.

btw TGIF man! like totally! i need some good quality sleep. okaay lah. im going home to sleep after school :)) perhaps at night go down to the exercise ground to workout. but most prob wont be going. lazzzzzy! haa.

takecareall. chao~!

SHOPPING!!

i really cant wait for school to end! well, its ending soon though.
anyway, i'm gona have a shopping meetup w hongping at bugis later. yay! been a decade since i last shopped there. i seriously need to chill from a week's stress from school. TGIF tmr and monday is a holiday! omg. haah. anw, shall update tnight again about today's happenings, if im not too tired :) chao~ tc.

drained out !

im sooooooooooo drained out today !!! the module today has killed most of my brain cells and im practically spacing out after my presentation & dont feel like doing anything now. COMPUTING(IT), all those stuffs about visual basics and the CODES, (dim .. as .. , if .. then .. else .. endif..) gosh! i hateeee this! its so not my thing! hais. furthermore, ive UT test tomorrow ): gotta study tnight. worse thing is that it's computing test! more codes to been seen tnight and tomorrow. gaah!

anyway, yesterday was a disappointment ): i left school after my presentation then proceed to meet Jack at my school's library then trained to cityhall. otw, he played my psp while i tried to sleep yet i couldnt as it was too noisy. btw im a light sleeper. that's why couldnt sleep. reached cityhall and went to FUNANitMALL as i wanted to get earpiece, but didnt get it in the end. after that we were about to get out of the mall and go to makansutra, however we saw the dark sky and it was raining cats and dogs. disappointed. what a timing to rain! ): eventually we had to think of planB. finally came to a decision and cabbed to marina square for dinner at WARAKU. food there's not bad (: loveit! haa. thanks Jack! for the recomandation.
alright, update real soon. takecare all :))

2nd EVER! haah.

boreeeeed ):
im quite getting the hang of blogging. well, although it has not been perfected yet, it'll be. soon.. i need some help from you guys out there!! how to allow people to tag/comment me?! hahah.

well, let me just touch more about myself. i have a pet hamster. its a female and is nearly a year old. There! the pics! haah. hmm unfortunately my mum only allow me to keep one. so cant mate to reproduce ): poor girl. i want more!! maybe a partner for her? hahah.
anw, im going for lunch break now. meeting JACK later for early dinner at makansutra. hes coming to my school first, how sweet :) then going there together. BTW, school's sucking up my energy!!!! my energy level is like a quarter of the tank left, and its only like TUESDAY!? hais so damn tired ):

FIRST EVER!!

OMG.I've seriously never in my entire life blog before!! Totally noob at it. Give me sometime and I'll get the hang of it yah.
Well, let me start off with a brief introduction of myself. I'm mazinyadanarmyint. Can call me mazin or zin. Its your choice :) I'm eighteen going on nineteen real soon. Christmas is around the corner and I'm damn excited about it. HAA. Randomness.Okaay. Hear more about me in time to come.

Hmm okaay why a sudden to blog? Cus i feel that i need to voice out the happenings in life. Shout out to those who've been there for me all this while. Ontheotherhand, spill out the juiciest gossips and entertainments. Well, if you find it rather offensive at any part of my entries, just bear w it. It's my blog and I can do whatever I want! heheh :)
Special credits to JACK who has helped me with this site. He set it up for me and guide me through it. Another thanks to HONGPING who has motivated me to have a blog. Without her, I wouldnt even have thought of having one.
Since I'm into it, I must be commited as well. I'll try my bestest to update in short intervals. Thats a promise to you :)
Takecare all. goodnight! haah.